Katie Holmes, filed from divorce from her husband of 5 years Tom Cruise, was reportedly scared that she was turning ‘into a robot’ because of his controlling ways.

Tthe former ‘Dawson’s Creek’ actress, told friends she had found that her relationship with the megastar had become ‘too much’ for her.

“After five years of this Katie really felt like she was going crazy and that she was actually turning into the robot that the press had always made her out to be,”

“Katie has actually got a great personality and she used to be spunky and feisty. She changed so much when she was with Tom, she became downtrodden and insipid.

“In the end it just got too much, she was sick of it and decided she had to do something. Basically, she grew up and lost the starstruck goggles she had been wearing,” the source said.

Katie is reportedly seeking full custody of their six-year-old daughter Suri after beginning to question her life with the 49-year-old actor and his control of their decision-making.